Beginning

2013 was the toughest, most exhausting, most painful year I've had to go through, but also the year I've loved, lost, learnt and grown the most. 

You are the closest to Heaven and Perfection I've come to, yet also the closest to Hell I've been to. You make me happier than anyone can, but you also make me sadder than anyone else. You are the greatest of all ironies, but I love you because you are you. I will always love you.

But right now, since I cannot have the one thing I want more than anything in this world, 2014 can't get worse than it already is. 

So bring it on, 2014. 

You can't break me further than I'm already broken.